So I Force a Smile

I don't think anyone understands
The amount of loneliness I feel on a daily basis
The amount of sadness
The amount of, I don't feel like I'm good enough

How do I tell you lately I've been so down
Nothing is right, I'm too young to feel like there's no way out
I'm all alone but everything feels so loud
Yet I keep it together, don't break under pressure
Say it gets better somehow

I haven't been myself in a while
Don't want no one to know that
So I force a smile
Even though I'm feeling sad
I haven't been myself in a while
Don't want no one to know that
So I force a smile
Even though I'm feeling sad

How do I tell you lately I'm not okay
(What do I say?)
'Cause I'm so overwhelmed, how do I ask for help?
Tell me is it too late?
People around me say that it's just a phase
(But when will things change?)
So it's not a big deal, I'll just hide how I feel
I'll never reveal that I'm in pain

If I told you I was unhappy
Would you even believe me?
I don't wanna tell you I cried all night
I'd rather force a smile make you think that everything is alright

I haven't been myself in a while
Don't want no one to know that
(Don't want no one to know)
So I force a smile
Even though I'm feeling sad
(So sad)
I haven't been myself in a while
Don't want no one to know that (D6-E6-D6)
So I force a smile
Even though I'm feeling sad
I haven't been my self in a while

I haven't been
It's all pretend
I haven't been myself
I bet you couldn't tell
So I force a smile even though I'm feeling so sad



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