Healing

Oh what a waste
I slept the day away
You can see on my face
Not great at hiding pain

I try to maintain
A happy/heathy mind state
But you see, I struggle in my thoughts
Man I stumble and fall

I can't wait
Depression hits like a tidal wave
I'm drowning
And what's with all the commotion now?
It's so draining
It's all so draining

And I need to hear it
In this moment I'm fearing
I need some answers
Do you hear me and my words?
I need to hear it
I need to believe this
In need of some healing
Still I'll be waiting

I thought that I was
I was losing all my love
Without compassion
Stuck in bad habits
Wondering am I safe?
It's hard to fight this

And why do I sing when I'm not
Chasing all the goals?
I know that I'm at fault
For these clear decisions
To not risk at all
Never risk at all
Oh, no

So what now do I quit?
Say that that's it
That I've reached my limit
I'll never make fit
Know these others stay lit
No they don't quit
Wish that I could stay in motivation

God why can't I commit?
Yeah I admit maybe I've been running
Just need one win
Father help me see this

And I need to hear it
In this moment I'm fearing
I need some answers
Do you hear me and my words?
I need to hear it
I need to believe this
In need of some healing
Still I'll be waiting



Credits
Writer(s): Heidi Schultheis
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