Alright

I had a smile but I lost it
I had a shine but I lost it too
Only takes one blink for me to feel low
Only takes one step to fall in deep holes
Back to my old ways drownin' in substances
Try to shut off my consciousness
Light it Pour it
Let my demons watch me quit
Thank god for my lovin' family
But fuck em' for those evil genes
Try to figure out what's wrong with me
Since I am a kid all them people never heard my screams
Why do I have to feel like this?
Why can't I feel like normal people?
Always knew that I was different
Heal my brain before you call us equal
Why do I have to feel like this?
Why can't I feel like normal people?
Always knew that I was different
Heal my brain before you call us equal
Heal my brain before you call us equal
Heal my brain before you call us equal
Depression, anxiety
Deep pressure, no sobriety
Seek pleasure, I wish I'd be
Doin' what I can to be a better me
Depression, anxiety
Deep pressure, no sobriety
Seek pleasure, I wish I'd be
Doin' what I can to be a better me

Fuck it
You know I can't be self victimizing
Only brings you failure and hate
I gotta keep on tryin'
Keep on flyin'
Can nobody bring me down
Put it all in the music
Hope you can hear me now
Got my crew with me
Ridin' like the kings of the town
I can't settle down, I tried to but I don't know how
I found relief in sound
Hope it can bring me pounds
Turn that shit into product I'll sell it ounce by ounce
I understood that
I'm my biggest enemy I gotta be ahead of me
If I want inner peace
Fuck my inner ego, 'cause I ain't the center piece
It took the words of my youngest cousin to make a better me
Put so much time into work
That you forget what you worth
You keep on thinkin' that you're last but you are really the first
You gotta get out of your head and break this fuckin' curse
'Cause only you the one in charge and that's for better or worse
I gotta count my blessings
So much love around me how can I be out here stressin'
No defeats, only lessons
I quit the guessin'
I open my heart and start confessin'
I'm takin' all of my negativity
I'm changing all the settings
Faro
Misunderstood I remain in the shadow
Doesn't mean that I stand on the wrong side of the barrel
Faro
Misunderstood I remain in the shadow
They say you gotta pick your fights
I know I chose my battle



Credits
Writer(s): Alexandre Philips
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