Growing Pains

Don't wanna feel like a grown up
I miss the way things would show up
Never had to make decisions
I had twenty-twenty vision

But now things are getting kinda blurry
Grey lines and I'm always in a hurry
Never had to say goodbye for more than
Just a couple nights

Man, I'm starting to feel old now, and I don't want to
Time slowed down, and I don't know where it ran off to

Every time you called, I came
But now it feels better, better to walk away
I felt it last year on the plane
I guess some things never change

Feel like I've lived 30 lifetimes
Remaking movies in the nighttime
Summer changes everything
Went from candy bars to partying

So, I called my mom to come get me
I drank memories, they drank whiskey
I have never been the kind to change myself
Just to be liked

Man, I'm starting to let go now, and I want to
Saying, "No," and making room for things I want to

Every time you called, I came
But now it feels better, better to walk away
I felt it last year on the plane
I guess some things never change

I'm on the phone, I'm in a crisis
I'm stuck in Rome with all my vices
And they're fun, but they come at high prices
I don't want that anymore

I'll never settle for a pleaser
But you can take a look 'cause I'm a teaser
Fine on my own 'cause I don't need ya
No more keeping score

Bad habits die when you're a dreamer