The Pure One

I am
I'm fucking up my brain now
I am ruin-
I'm ruining my brain now

I will sleep through the whole flight
'cause I stay up the whole night

I feed myself the same clowns, 'cause I
Can't keep anything else down

I'll break away from the small pond
I'll be the self I'm supposed to be, the pure one
Watch me

Actually, fuck that I'm too tired
I'm the part of me that has been fired
Well, maybe this works

I lose my sense of self every day I'm alive
All I want is someone whos been stupid like I have
Coming out the woodwork, yeah I do what I can
Please come out the woodwork if you're stupid as I am

I read sad fics on the net just to hurt myself
'Cause fake people I've never met hit like nothing else
And I can't conceive of myself outside other people
I am nothing when I am around other people

I have changed my name so many times I lost count
I fuck all my friendships, I can't stop coming out
And I can't even focus on the shit that I like, yeah
Come out of the woodwork if you're stupid as I am



Credits
Writer(s): Tobias Nguyen
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