Running

Am I losing my mind?
Do I know what's going on?
I don't know, only had me in my sight
And I know you lost all your patience, so you let me go

I know that you got demons in your mind
So you shut yourself off from me
And all I ever wanted was to save you from the dark
But I'm not the one to do that no more

And our love stopped meaning anything
I put you down so that I could win
Something changed in me, you couldn't understand
Now I'm not your man

Would've never thought I'd make you suffer
But she came around and blew my cover
I told you you're my only lover
But all I did was waste your time
And now-

How could I go to sleep
Knowing that I can't wake up next to you?
Melodies flying through my head
But I know I'm stuck singing to my bed
Without you, roses don't look red

How could I numb the pain?
It feels like it won't ever subside
Been through the snow and rain
Don't know how many days have gone by
Only God knows what's coming next
And I'm here running from, I'm running from myself

I still remember the first time I see you
You was across the room
And now it's the first time missing you
And I don't know what to do

Now every day I wake up in the same place
With a new girl, with the same face
Make up and break up
Goddamnit, I hate love
And where do the good girls go when I feel lonely?
I'm not with the times, I just deny what I like
It's better for me, and it's better for you
But from now on I could care less what you do

Would've never thought I'd make you suffer
But she came around and blew my cover
I told you you're my only lover
But all I did was waste your time (time)

Yeah, how could I go to sleep
Knowing that I can't wake up next to you?
Melodies flying through my head
But I know I'm stuck singing to my bed
Without you, roses don't look red

Yeah, how could I numb the pain?
It feels like it won't ever subside
Been through the snow and rain
Don't know how many days have gone by
Only God knows what's coming next
And I'm here running from, I'm running from myself

Running from, I'm running from myself