Circul

"And to alchemize suffering into gold, but you can't have gold without the suffering"

I got back on subs
And I thought it'd be fine
But its dimming down my shine
And I'd rather do time
Than to not be alive with a set of open eyes
Not lookin up to god
Cause he's not too fond of myself
I'm reminded by a belt
And I'm not too fond of myself
I know you could tell
I hope you wish me well
My cries for help have fell
On a snare and a bell
And I'm fully prepared to burn up in hell
You do drugs on a dare
When it comes to myself
Without them I'm impaired
And I'm kinda pale and I got long hair
But nobody cares
That's one more step right towards my grave
I remember not minding waking up but its been a while
I Remember Not Minding Waking Up But Its Been A While

"I had a magical thinking about suffering, and about forbearance, and patience
I'm not going to say virtue because the other virtues don't mean as much"

Way too hot they tell us to cool off
Welcome to the gulag
Rap don't work need to get a new job
I think that you too soft
Way too hot they tell us to cool off
Welcome to the gulag
Rap don't work need to get a new job
I think that you too soft
They hate us two putting on for the city
Won't pop up cause I don't fuck with nobody
Bitch bad I'm ugly
Bitch bad on me
Bitch bad and ugly at the same time
Can't tell you how and I won't tell you why
Jump in my whip lit and get dui
She want come take a ride, well
Lucky for her I can't find help
Even if I try
It's too hard to sleep at night
Cause I hope I don't wake up with somebody by my side
Dirt