Pain No More

Why does love hurt more than drugs
I have to stop believing in luck
Cause there's no such thing as trust
It's hard to find commitment

No one is ever committed
All the same, I start from the beginning
Inside I'm really hurting
Feel' like I'm not a real person

I can't take this pain no more
I'm a different person from before
I finally learned the truth
But it was hard to ignore, hard to endure

I can't take this pain no more
I'm a different person from before
I finally learned the truth
But it was hard to ignore, hard to endure

It's a different world when you walk out the door
It's all eyes on me, am I an eyesore
It's this all in my head
Paranoia
Will destroy yah

Heavy trauma
Hella karma
Very bipolar
It's a lotta drama

I switch my attitude
Too much
That's what the liquor do
Two cups

It's not what it seems
Just hear me out, please
I'm really sick
So bless me when I sneeze

I take drugs to cope with the pain
Drugs stop me from going insane

Is this a good thing
Is this a bad thing
I need my medicine
It's getting deficit'

I'm not me when I'm sober
I'm really sensitive, I need closure

I can't take this pain no more
I'm a different person from before
I finally learned the truth
But it was hard to ignore, hard to endure

I can't take this pain no more
I'm a different person from before
I finally learned the truth
But it was hard to ignore, hard to endure

Kept to myself, thought it was the right choice
Now I'm stuck with sadness in my voice
Thought I had this under control
I'm losing my mind, now It's hard to console

I dug a hole fighting on my own
Them' demons stole apart of my soul
I never believed in demons
But trust me when I say I do now

I can't take this pain no more
I'm a different person from before
I finally learned the truth
But it was hard to ignore, hard to endure