Sisyphean Teenage Romcom (My Cardinal Sin Was Faith In You & I've Been Paying For It Ever Since)

Flesh on flesh on cigarette
Clap your hands if you regret
I need to wipe the day we met
Haunt my dreams lest I forget

You'll be chasing this dream for life
Flower crown entitles you to nothing
You'll be wasting your miserable life
Nothing says reliable like drowning

Wanna take a bite of me
Give me a lobotomy
So I can be inside of you
Who is really hurting who
I remember being young
Being young and having fun
Having fun and being free

So you wanna take a stab at me
Love me, loathe me, over me
I know what you wanna do
Gimme all you're itching to
You know how to make me kneel
Make me feel like I'm not real
I'm not real and I know nothing
Use me up so I won't heal

Now is all
Our plans are plenty
Give it all
For you, yeah (You, yeah)
Now is all
Not withstanding
Burn my bridges
For you, yeah (You, yeah)

I threw away
All mementos
Burn the pictures of
You, yeah you
I threw away
A life well wasted
Just to grovel, well
No more

Nervous, perverse
Look what it's doing to you
Look, don't touch
Look what it's doing to you
Little lie
You got me outta my mind, yeah
So far my dreams
Are far behind

Shut up, just go
Shut up, just go
Shut up, just go
Shut up, just go

Wanna take a bite of me
Give me a lobotomy
So I can be inside of you
Who is really hurting who
I remember being young
Being young and having fun
Having fun and being free

Wanna take a stab at me
Love me, loathe me, over me
I know what you wanna do
Gimme all you're itching to
You know how to make me kneel
Make me feel like I'm not real
I'm not real and I know nothing
Use me up so I won't heal

Every day excuses
Fairytale
Every call, I see
Connection failed

Love me, Loathe me, oh
Forget me not
I know now this isn't
What I want

I'm a tightrope walker and I'm on the borderline I think cus
Sometimes I dont sleep for days then sometimes I sleep fine because I
Shirk responsibility I watch it take a part of me
The voice inside my head is wrong, I must stay in my iron lung

Sunlight, I'm behind in getting it on
Sunlight, I'm behind in getting it on
Sunlight, I'm behind in getting it on
Sunlight, I'm behind in getting it on



Credits
Writer(s): Jared Kelly
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