Idle

It's been a minute since i ever had to rap songs
Ask me how I'm doing bet imma say nothings wrong
Because some people lie, when they fear for their lives
And I'm not them so don't expect me to cry
But, i swear to you i'm changing
Put me in a corner and expect me to write ratings
Life has gotten so bad i can't say I'm joking
Cause some people take jokes to seriously that's what I'm saying
Couldn't make songs without latency
Made my own character for my songs you see
Kept going up yall can't hold me
Used to act blind now I'm telling yall i can see
To many people on this earth tryna be me
Don't worry about me dog i'm tryna be free
But that's how high i can be
I'm about as fresh as ferbreeze
So stop treating me like a dog and holding me by a leash
It's hard trying to find someone to speak too
But when i get famous girls will start to call me boo
Popularity won't ever change me, it never has
I've had to many people trick me like a magic hat
My life is hard even i know that
Maybe i came out spoiled and a brat
But I've changed a new leaf i think I'm not to bad
But no matter how many times i try
I always seem to get scolded even though i tried
I always seem to find a new reason to cry
Life is speaking to me like a baby lullaby
But i'll be fine on my own i'll be alright
Almost everybody knows how to fight
Wannabe gangsters always know how to lie
Because they knew what would happen if their parents realized
Fisticuffs, palms, and feet always collides, no lie

They say find your heart before someone rips it apart
Yeah i guess i kinda knew that from the start
All kinds of people have counterparts
Used to have rapper dreams inside a trailer park
Used to write fake lyrics on a dirty chart
Now i have a good home with pretty art
Come find me, we can hang out
And maybe even get some donuts on the way out