In Search Of

Thank you death for bringing me
Down to my fucking knees
Push me to the brink and make me
Wish I stopped exist
Leave me with my darkness
Pain and guilt for me to fix
Tear it down, that didn't work
And make me start again

I should thank you I guess

Ring the bell to mass
This man has lost himself to sin
Demons didn't want him yet
And god is still thinking
Searching for a holy man
To tell him who he is
Everybody says the same
You're lost you're not yourself

I should thank you I guess

Well hell, spit it out
Bring back the dead to life
Earth didn't take us
The grave wasn't deep enough

We found a way out
From pushing up roses
Where we will end up
God only knows this

Say me prayers, do they work
Or do you need some faith
Do the holy spirit
Make me strong if I believe
Can I trust myself if
I found strength in me instead
Can this heathen taste the heaven once again

Living in a town
Where everybody's dead or sleeps
Makes you wanna
Glow out all your light to help them see
Nobody's perfect I know.
Good souls marching to death row
And I don't wanna walk dead no more

Can I have a moment to forgive for what I did
(forgive for what I did)
If I learned my lesson, and I hope I do, will I live
(oh will I live)
Do I get to cleanse my soul
Put som meat back on my bones
And we all get our wings
When heaven comes (when heaven comes)

Well hell, spit it out
Bring back the dead to life
Earth didn't take us
The grave wasn't deep enough

We found a way out
From pushing up roses
Where we will end up
God only knows this

Well hell, spit it out
Bring back the dead to life
Earth didn't take us
The grave wasn't deep enough

We found a way out
From pushing up roses
Where we will end up
God only knows this