Breathing for the First Time
There was a boy who lived right next door
We were just friends til we wanted more
Now I'm sneaking in late
Silently closed the gate
And his hair's jet black like the moonlit sky
His nose is cold and I wonder why
I'm shaking in his arms
Why I'm aching in his arms
Cause no one can hold the weight of a broken heart
And when he tries to counter lies they won't leave me
It won't leave me
Now I'm thinking that I should take a step away
Work through all this unattended pain inside me
Cause it guides me
Cause if I like him that's a choice that I wanna make
Without the confusion in my brain
Emotions from previous oceans
My heart breaks more in his arms
My heart breaks more in his arms
Soaring, breaking, bleeding, seeking, breathing for the first time
As I'm hating, chasing, saving all my love for one more moment
Looking into your eyes
There's something like a vacuum that's been sitting for some time
But I'll be slipping in, you're stepping inside
That's way too much pressure for a story you don't know
I never should have come here
I guess I'll just go
Is this what healing feels like
Is this what it's supposed to feel like when you open up just a little
I thought that I'd be happy
I thought that I'd be fine
But all I feel is guilty
All I wanna do is cry
My heart breaks more in his arms
Soaring, breaking, bleeding, seeking, breathing for the first time
As I'm hating, chasing, saving all my love for one more moment
Looking into your eyes
Give you all the worst of me
Trade it for the best of you
Even though I'm hurting me
Do you wanna see this through
Give you all the worst of me
Trade it for the best of you
Even though I'm hurting me
Do you wanna see this through
Give you all the worst of me
Trade it for the best of you
Even though I'm hurting me
Do you wanna see this through
Give you all the worst of me
Trade it for the best of you
Even though I'm hurting me
Do you wanna see this through
As I'm soaring, breaking, bleeding, seeking
Breathing for the first time
As I'm hating, chasing, saving all my love for one more moment
Looking into your eyes
We were just friends til we wanted more
Now I'm sneaking in late
Silently closed the gate
And his hair's jet black like the moonlit sky
His nose is cold and I wonder why
I'm shaking in his arms
Why I'm aching in his arms
Cause no one can hold the weight of a broken heart
And when he tries to counter lies they won't leave me
It won't leave me
Now I'm thinking that I should take a step away
Work through all this unattended pain inside me
Cause it guides me
Cause if I like him that's a choice that I wanna make
Without the confusion in my brain
Emotions from previous oceans
My heart breaks more in his arms
My heart breaks more in his arms
Soaring, breaking, bleeding, seeking, breathing for the first time
As I'm hating, chasing, saving all my love for one more moment
Looking into your eyes
There's something like a vacuum that's been sitting for some time
But I'll be slipping in, you're stepping inside
That's way too much pressure for a story you don't know
I never should have come here
I guess I'll just go
Is this what healing feels like
Is this what it's supposed to feel like when you open up just a little
I thought that I'd be happy
I thought that I'd be fine
But all I feel is guilty
All I wanna do is cry
My heart breaks more in his arms
Soaring, breaking, bleeding, seeking, breathing for the first time
As I'm hating, chasing, saving all my love for one more moment
Looking into your eyes
Give you all the worst of me
Trade it for the best of you
Even though I'm hurting me
Do you wanna see this through
Give you all the worst of me
Trade it for the best of you
Even though I'm hurting me
Do you wanna see this through
Give you all the worst of me
Trade it for the best of you
Even though I'm hurting me
Do you wanna see this through
Give you all the worst of me
Trade it for the best of you
Even though I'm hurting me
Do you wanna see this through
As I'm soaring, breaking, bleeding, seeking
Breathing for the first time
As I'm hating, chasing, saving all my love for one more moment
Looking into your eyes
Credits
Writer(s): Maddi Jane, Madeleine Dorren
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