Whirlwind

I'm caught up in another whirlwind
I broke down for the first time in a long time
Since I left my pain for a better life
I still try just to get by, but my frail mind's
Only seconds away from a landslide
I wanna stay locked up in my safe room
But the storm always finds a way to get through
No, no, no
I don't know where else to run to
Here we, here we go again
I'm caught up in another whirlwind
I think the roof is gonna fall
I should be running for a safe space
But I can't help but be in awe
I fear that this is my creation
Embodied by my loss of control
I'll do what I can to contain it before
It can ravage everything I know
I'm caught up in another whirlwind
Yeah
I'm caught up in another whirlwind
Yeah
Now the rafters are shaking
Inside my head, it's collapsing
I can't believe that I make it so hard to cope, but it happens
I got my nose against the grindstone
Breaking my back
Trying not to make another scene
Don't wanna overreact
But it's a natural occurrence in my life, it's a fact
It's like a hurricane and, it brings the rain where ever it's at
It's like an earthquake, it's fissuring the goals in my path
And leaves a gap in its impact, splitting me from my task
You know, I wanna stay locked up in my safe room
But the storm always finds a way to get through
No, no, no
I don't know where else to run to
Here we, here we go again
I'm caught up in another whirlwind
I think the roof is gonna fall
I should be running for a safe space
But I can't help but be in awe
I fear that this is my creation
Embodied by my loss of control
I'll do what I can to contain it before
It can ravage everything I know
I know
Round, round, round it goes
Round, round, round it goes
Round, round, round it goes
All the way around
It goes around and around
Can't keep my feet on the ground
Deaf to your words, hear no sound
I feel it coming on now
Dark clouds surrounding me
Now I've become my own worst enemy
I'm a mess and I can't pick up the pieces now
I'll confess nothing less
I'm caught up in another whirlwind
I think the roof is gonna fall
I should be running for a safe space
But I can't help but be in awe
I fear that this is my creation
Embodied by my loss of control
I'll do what I can to contain it before
It can ravage everything I know
I'm caught up in another whirlwind
I think the roof is gonna fall
I should be running for a safe space
But I can't help but be in awe
I'm caught up in another whirlwind