M_ONTHS..

This feel is givin' new beginnings like it's January
And on the real it won't be chill by 14th February
My eyes are peeled you know the deal
Im fucking with you heavy
I claimed to you this thing called love?
For me was very scary...

But then by my March, you stole my heart
But I been peeped it from the start
We stuck together like papes & stapes
Bought you carrots cause we in April
Turn me rabbid for you, I ate you
Had are arguments and I hate you's
Questioned why'd I even date you?
Then compared me to what they do... (Then compared me to what they do)
The men before, they called you whore
But I seen different, I seen more
Shit behind the looks inside you
That's when I knew you was right
Slammed car doors, to trash decour
In May I gifted your Mom & yours, (In may I gifted your Mom & yours)
When I say gif'd no moving pictures
Game of love is pitched no fixtures

Yeah!
In June you blew me to the moon
Feel like im neil armstrong
Got good ideals but felt so good
This aint what mother taught?
You don't blink twice
I say I'll guide you like a map in pause
Around July me & you grinded to our favorite songs
Through all these months
I still stood by you, now we in august
Make you believe it pnd...
Know you seen fairytales (Fairytale)
We like a book that we both read
I know you very well, you know me very well...

Know I bet you, you'd feel special
If I let you just get next to me
Like emily said in record,
Yeah they envy maybe I get too... (Maybe I get too)
Overzealous, if I seen us I'd get jealous too
Much inside your system
Tryna see just how you livin (Tryna see just how you livin)
I've been biddin' to earn winnings
I'll stop sinning, once I'm spinnin'
In that new 'cedes a-class,
Feeling gassed like I am woman
Who be bingin' off of niggas,
Who ain't hittin' but they digits
Make em' look like they six figures,
What we had love, it was different...

This feel is givin' new beginnings like it's January (January)
And on the real it won't be chill by 14th February (February)
My eyes are peeled you know the deal
Im fucking with you heavy (Heavy)
I claimed to you this thing called love?
For me was very scary...

Wake me up! Wake me up!
B'fore September ends my love
We fell in luv, we fell in luv
Yeah I thank playboi four that song
Cause then I knew are love was endin'
Now my songs turned shady records
Baby love just for the record
Dont regret we we're together
Still gave life, guess in Octob'
By rolling loud yeah it was over
Accident called you in Cali
Rekindled love, she called me back
I said some words, she said some back
We said still love each other badly
Spent thanksgiving in November
Did some shit to me it dead hurt
Less than a week before December
Chose him over your forever
That christmas list, I wrote with shit
You don't deserve from me a cent
Cause I went broke for you I spent
Ain't save for self see what you did
You gone regret! You gone regret!
When I soon make it out of this
The mems and pics, & playback vids
Bring back feels use to exist

But now!
Now that I spilled all of my thoughts
Locked in my penitentiary
My heart now sealed no longer feel
Aint fucking with you any
And what I feel is very real
Not turning back im ready