Now You Know.

How life goes, now you know
How life goes, now you know
That's how life goes, now you know
That's how life goes, now you know

I had a habit of giving someone else so much power
That I allowed their presence or absence to control my happiness
I had a habit of becoming so anxious
My mind was cluttered with so many scribbles in my thought bubbles
I was at war with myself
And because of that war, I isolated from others
I had this obsession with putting myself down before someone else could
I was addicted to laughing at my own troubles and sorrows
But felt down when no one took me seriously
The irony
I cared so much about the thoughts and actions of the wrong people
While the people that really had

(Bruh shut up, I can't sleep)
I got a lot on my mind
No time to speak what i think
Thoughts formed in constellations
So I just tried therapy
I still desire consolation
But no one checking for me
And even when they hit me up
Consistency's a rarity
So I repress cause what's the point
Of dwelling on potential what could be's
I need insurance to get comfort
That God gives for free
No disrespect, I'm just too jaded from the spiral effect
I'm not too fond of neglect, but I won't beg
For acceptance
(Wake up)

This the type of joint that you can ride to
This the type of
This the type of joint that you can vibe to
This the type of joint that you can vibe to
This the type of
This the type of joint that you can ride to

They say it's dangerous
It's dangerous, it's dangerous
They say it's dangerous
It's dangerous, it's dangerous
Loving yourself can be dangerous, be dangerous
They say it's dangerous
It's dangerous, it's dangerous
Cause one day you might just wake up and be famous
They're all afraid of your determination
That's just the way it is
No need to argue bout it
You've got some knowledge
And you're conscious about it
So thank you for the comments now I'm strong
And I know that I deserve more
Yes, never stressed, I don't carry no regrets
Ima chase and keep getting me more

This the type of joint that you can ride to
This the type of
This the type of joint that you can vibe to
This the type of joint that you can vibe to
This the type of
This the type of joint that you can ride to

Soon as I made my mind
I've provided proof
I confine my pride with a tie
In a knotted loop
Would it be seen in deceit and lies
I can dial it soon
Tryna get back
What they all denied
It's an alley oop
Meet your terms with an attitude
Shut up
So many regrets
I ain't even talk
But they print me a task
Eyes, they roll, inside my head
I can't sow when they seam my stress
If I react
Then they'll see me crack
Heart turn stone, God's hand still stretch
They said their nothing without respect
But they don't change how I walk my path
What it seem like
Then they might speed my sooner
I can't trade my theme, not doing that
Here again like pain like rumor
I can bathe clean, my shame they pulling
The people I ran into
They was in pain now I'm painting the proof
I've felt the same is true
But I rearrange, now the pain is through
Dangerous, dangerous, dangerous
Oooooh