No Way To Tell

Insubordinate
I lacked structure
If I could
Substitute the
Disorderly ordnance
From neighborhoods
Neighboring your
Suburban fortress
Hadn't hit Forbes
But fortunate
Watching subtitles
In the back
Of a suburban
With future board members
Sunburned by
My support system
Acquiring wisdom
In this aquarium
With these coy fishes
Identity's in question
Making more visits
Fighting the
Man in the mirror
These are my
Minority report issues
I'm not Tom Cruising
Battling child abuse
And mom using
Time losing
Held accountable
For parents actions
In a lost community
When hand
To hand transactions
Was all that
Was getting through
To me
Course grooming
Forced into pursuing
Happiness where
Loyalty to friends
Led to a judge ruling
Learned from the past
When burning a bridge
The backdraft
Travels a path
I'm Michael Myers
Through the flames
Debris cover the tracks
No fantasy drafting
Jonathan Taylor
There's no running back
In the endgame
With an eye patch
Hugging an ax
When there's infinity stones
Which one do you grab
A picture's
A thousand words
But which one of them Brad

I made some mistakes
And I
Thought I
Had failed
I never
Knew I
Was winning
Until I
Took me an L
Felt the fire
Under my feet
Going through hell
On the
Pursuit of happiness
There's no way to tell
I made some mistakes
And I thought
That I failed
I never knew
I was winning
Until I
Took me an L
Felt the fire
Under my feet
Going through hell
On the pursuit of happiness
There's no way to tell
There's no way to tell
Just no way to tell
There's no way to tell
Just no way to tell

Abuse an addiction
More familiar
Than siblings
Love was
Supposed to fix it
Closed the book
On Corinthians
Nothing was different
I don't want
Your religion
The philosophy
Of the Dao
Got me through
With no issues
Some people
See me less now
But I don't stress out
Insecure over
A boundary
I breached
They want me X out
Before they reach out
Over thinking it all
Spending most of
The time
By myself now
Looker
It don't feel the same
Filled with
Guilt and blame
How is a coward
To lead the way
Dwight Howard
My backache
Agonizing
These shooting pains
On the edge
You feel the blade
Razor like
Bleeding shame
Bounce back
Don't just leave the game
They won't know you
Say they heard ya name
I defer these things
I'm not perfect
With your
Worldly ways
It's all about energy
And yours never change

I made some mistakes
And I
Thought I
Had failed
I never
Knew I
Was winning
Until I
Took me an L
Felt the fire
Under my feet
Going through hell
On the
Pursuit of happiness
There's no way to tell
I made some mistakes
And I thought
That I failed
I never knew
I was winning
Until I
Took me an L
Felt the fire
Under my feet
Going through hell
On the pursuit of happiness
There's no way to tell