I'm Not Better Yet

Danny had a plan of being relevant
One more hail merry for the hell of it
Pendulum is swinging like it never did
Standing in the mirror, a fair weather friend
Jenny was defeated cuz she never fit
Played along to life, a ventriloquist
Mom and dad would fight, they don't understand
They were just too busy with a can in hand

Why does everyone say they're more complete
When in the diary's a different story, please

"I'm not better yet
I'm not better yet
I'm trying but it feels like half of me missing
I'm not better yet"

Danny canned the dose that the doctor filled
Tried to build the courage just to climb the hill
Something finally gives with a turnaround
It's hard to see the light when you're on the ground
Jenny wasn't raised to believe in chance
Burned into the walls was a resonance
A shouting match, a bag, and a getaway
You start to feel alive when you catch a break

Why does everyone say they're more complete
When in the diary's a different story

"I'm not better yet
I'm not better yet
I'm trying but it feels like half of me missing
I'm not better yet"

My voice memo ran out of space
But the voice in my head just wants to play
The codeine helps but fuels bad habits
And the thing I need, can't fucking have it

"I'm not better yet
I wanna feel heard, not only feel hurt
I'm not better yet
It only gets worse before it gets better
I'm trying but it feels like half of me missing
I'm not better yet"



Credits
Writer(s): Brandon Wells
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