Quiet

I'm not going out tonight
I know I said I would
And I wish I could
But I just changed my mind
'cause I know when I get home
I'll just replay every word I said
Inside my head
Like a hundred million times

Sometimes it's hard for me
Tryna be friendly
'cause I just get
Mentally so fatigued
Thinking 'bout everything
And when you talk to me
I'm looking up
Wondering just how much
Eye contact is normal

And I wanna be your friend
I just hope you understand

I'm so drained
And I just can't explain it
I wanna be social
But sometimes I can't take it
And I-I-I
Get tired
Do you ever just want it quiet
Do you ever just want it quiet

I'm not going out tonight
I know I said I would but I take it back
Do you think that's alright
Wait, I don't have to ask
I got boundaries
I'm in charge of me
I make my own choices
Do I? Yes I do

But it's hard because I
I care what people think of me
I care if people think that I'm stuck up just because
I look away when they look at me
I'm not tryna be by myself
I just need some help
'cause I don't know what to say

'cause I'm so drained
And I just can't explain it
I wanna be social
But sometimes I can't take it
And I-I-I
Get tired
Do you ever just want it quiet

And it's too loud
When everybody's talking
And I don't wanna miss out
But I just hit a wall
And then I-I-I
Get tired
Do you ever just want it quiet
Do you ever just want it quiet

And I wanna be your friend
But can we just sit in silence?
(oh, thank God)

I'm so drained
And I just can't explain it
I wanna be social
But why am I in pain then
'Cause I-I-I
Get tired
Do you ever just want it quiet

And it's too loud
When everybody's talking
And I don't wanna miss out
But I just hit a wall
And then I-I-I
Get tired
Do you ever just want it quiet
Do you ever just want it quiet