Phases

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Yeah
Smoking weed, sipping liquor I'm tryna numb the pain
Miss the smiles, I miss the clouds, I miss the rainy days
Fucking hoes, I thought I grew past this phase
But I guess a nigga stuck in his ways

Smoking weed, sipping liquor I'm tryna numb the pain
Miss the smiles, I miss the clouds, I miss the rainy days
Fucking hoes, I thought I grew past this phase
But I guess a nigga stuck in his ways

Reminiscing on my days back in Kingsbury
NW9 me and my niggas used to roam the streets
Catch a vibe say what's up to the OG's
Talk to girls man they always used to love me

Kicking ball with some ballers up at Chelsea
I was living every little black boys dream
What happens when that dream becomes a nightmare
Still can't believe a nigga had three ACL tears

Out in Cali somehow I made it out here
Now I'm lost and holding back my tears
I've come so far man, and I paved my own way
Still got regrets cos a nigga made some mistakes

I still love her but I don't know what words to say
Guess I've never really knew how to deal with pain
I just always block them out with my vices
And it works man the liquor helps me numb the pain

But now I feel like I'm stuck in a crisis
Should I call you and ask for pretty lies
Say I love ya and will never let you go and
Take you back despite all the lies and

I can't love with a heart so cold
I can't love, I can't love baby
But still I don't wanna let go
Don't wanna let go, I can't let go
I can't love with a heart so cold
I can't love, I can't love, I can't love
But still I don't wanna let go
I don't wanna let, can't let go

Smoking weed, sipping liquor I'm tryna numb the pain
Miss the smiles, I miss the clouds, I miss the rainy days
Fucking hoes, I thought I grew past this phase
But I guess a nigga stuck in his ways

Smoking weed, sipping liquor I'm tryna numb the pain
Miss the smiles, I miss the clouds, I miss the rainy days
Fucking hoes, I thought I grew past this phase
But I guess a nigga stuck in his ways

Smoking weed, sipping liquor I'm tryna numb the pain
Miss the smiles, I miss the clouds, I miss the rainy days
Fucking hoes, I thought I grew past this phase
But I guess a nigga stuck in his ways

Smoking weed, sipping liquor I'm tryna numb the pain
Miss the smiles, I miss the clouds, I miss the rainy days
Fucking hoes, I thought I grew past this phase
But I guess a nigga stuck in his ways

I don't wanna play no games
Running to the money I been grinding all day
Cant lie you on my mind I think about you all day
Flicking through our pictures how this shit go left
Now we've lost trust tell me what we have left

See I been out luck man, man my love life's a mess
Thought she was the one, now I'm on to the next
If I kept it real I never thought you be my ex
Now I'm sipping liquor as I'm writing all these tracks

And my nigga brought the weed we boutta burn another once
And, we boutta burn another once, and

Smoking weed, sipping liquor I'm tryna numb the pain
Miss the smiles, I miss the clouds, I miss the rainy days
Fucking hoes, I thought I grew past this phase
But I guess a nigga stuck in his ways

Smoking weed, sipping liquor I'm tryna numb the pain
Miss the smiles, I miss the clouds, I miss the rainy days
Fucking hoes, I thought I grew past this phase
But I guess a nigga stuck in his ways

Smoking weed, sipping liquor I'm tryna numb the pain
Miss the smiles, I miss the clouds, I miss the rainy days
Fucking hoes, I thought I grew past this phase
But I guess a nigga stuck in his ways

Smoking weed, sipping liquor I'm tryna numb the pain
Miss the smiles, I miss the clouds, I miss the rainy days
Fucking hoes, I thought I grew past this phase
But I guess a nigga stuck in his ways