Motivation

I try to tell em I'm fiendin for motivation
Tried to warn em my demons ain't on the day shift
They never hesitate to berate me it's a vacation
When I can get some time to myself
Matter fact It doesn't work I need my mind on a shelf
This back and forth I got declining my health
I'm getting to the point when every step I either climb or I fell
Them kind words ain't the kind that'll help
I need a speech that'll build
A Warrior who's solely meant for the field
And Teach me struggles only mental fr
That every pressure that depresses me
Is just how I feel
And even men go to war with a shield
I tend to correlate my worth with the traits that ain't mine
Ain't a sword on earth that's gone be sharper than the mind
The heart never sleeps, it provides every time
If you dig real deep you'll be surprised what you find
Cause

That conversation inside
Keeps reminding me it's alright
Feels like I'm wasting my time
But it's worth the wait so I'm fine
Do what you love in yo life
We already fail at things we don't like
Ain't no harm if only we try
Cause maybe it'll be alright

I tried to tell em I'm fiendin for motivation
And any reason for quitting I'm finna play with
Was the type that'll cower from conversation
I never found how to embrace it
But I love what it did to me
I keep feeding on that energy
I never needed any symphony
Nobody ever gets to me
I ain't pleading for it instantly
But I just want the blessing that were meant for me
In this life it's a struggle if you broke or rich
Speaking my mind as a kid had me chokin a bit
Too in my head for me to noticed I was cold with a gift
When I get over that I'm hoping I'll be open to risk
You Might screw it up a few times but still be cool
In this journey you'll walk the terrain all by yo self
At night all I'm seeing is how little I moved
And I can't blame nobody else
It's like

That conversation inside
Keeps reminding me it's alright
Feels like I'm wasting my time
But it's worth the wait so I'm fine
Do what you love in yo life
We already fail at things we don't like
Ain't no harm if only we try
Cause maybe it'll be alright

That conversation inside
Keeps reminding me it's alright
I feel like I'm wasting my time
But it's worth the wait so I'm fine
Do what you love in yo life
We already fail at things we don't like
Ain't no harm if only we try
Cause maybe we'll be alright