Breakup Song

I said I was fine
But I'm not fine
It's been a long time
Since that was true

Because you're always
Coming to mind
Even though I
Thought I was over you

I thought it would be easier than this

This isn't a breakup song
I've been living like this so long
Sometimes I forget
My life before when things made sense
When you weren't part of it
When my mind could rest
And I was myself

I pour my coffee
I brewed it slowly
It goes down sweetly
And it feels true

I pull my hair up
I put my shoes on
I might even write a song
Probably about you

I thought it would be easier than this

This isn't a breakup song
I've been living like this so long
Sometimes I forget
My life before when things made sense
When you weren't part of it
When my mind could rest
And I was myself

You live here now
I can't make you disappear
I'll learn somehow
Not to live my life in fear

I wish this was a breakup song
I've been living like this so long
Sometimes I forget
My life before when things made sense
When you weren't part of it
When my mind could rest
And I was myself

This isn't a breakup song
I've been living like this so long
Sometimes I forget
My life before when things made sense
When you weren't part of it
When my mind could rest
And I was myself