Distorted Dreams, Pt. 5
I'm Sorry
I'm Sorry
I'm Sorry
I'm Sorry
She said that I ain't coming back and that I swear I promise
I ain't got no more fucking energy just being honest
I'm sick of arguing like enemies, we sit in silence
And if we were fucking married you'd be getting silence
Papers you'd be quick to sign this, Really I forget you trying
It just seems its only till I go forgive you crying
And then you right back on your bullshit like you miss the violence
And then I'm right back in my mental wishing shit and fighting
Misinterpret shit then riot
You wishing things were different, getting distant sighing
You think I'm getting on your nerves, you get the liquor private
I throw your phone, I throw your shit, you throw a fit, I'm dying
Then hours later we dismiss the whining
And all I ever hear is...
I'm Sorry
I'm Sorry
I'm Sorry
I'm Sorry
To my future baby mama I apologize
Our child should never see these tears fall from his fathers eyes
A man should never have to fear for when them problems rise
I'm fighting fear while lying here, I'm laying at your side
I ain't gone run and hide, but I can't lie I'm scared
And I don't wanna cry, not while you lying there
So I just wanna say I'm sorry, I know life ain't fair
You constantly in pain, you giving life Im not prepared
To give this life that type of care, I been in life and I been scarce
What if I fuck it up and this becomes my final kid
My brothers both got children now I wonder how they felt
If I seem different, I apologize my mind in hell, I might as well...
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
If this my future son or daughter know that ima love you
Im gonna hold you up the world like Atlas, right above
Ima be sure you get your whoopings too if you deserve it
Im sorry but I know you'll listen too when whoopings hurting
Can't lie I'm really fucking nervous, I been lost and scared
But ima never give you up I been in foster care
I seen the victims, seen the difference when they fathers there
I been through pain but I done changed from what my life done shared
I fought through scary opportunities that got me there
I wondered what the world what do to me if I had steered
In new directions, knew the blessings, knew the demons too
I knew the weapons, knew the tools and words the demons used
It seemed so easy just to give in, hard just saying no
But listen, guarantee your pops'll show the way to go
I'll always be there right beside you just to pave the road
You ain't gone struggle you don't have to all yo pain is gone
But if I fail just know...
I'm Sorry
I'm Sorry
I'm Sorry
I'm Sorry
I'm Sorry
I'm Sorry
I'm Sorry
She said that I ain't coming back and that I swear I promise
I ain't got no more fucking energy just being honest
I'm sick of arguing like enemies, we sit in silence
And if we were fucking married you'd be getting silence
Papers you'd be quick to sign this, Really I forget you trying
It just seems its only till I go forgive you crying
And then you right back on your bullshit like you miss the violence
And then I'm right back in my mental wishing shit and fighting
Misinterpret shit then riot
You wishing things were different, getting distant sighing
You think I'm getting on your nerves, you get the liquor private
I throw your phone, I throw your shit, you throw a fit, I'm dying
Then hours later we dismiss the whining
And all I ever hear is...
I'm Sorry
I'm Sorry
I'm Sorry
I'm Sorry
To my future baby mama I apologize
Our child should never see these tears fall from his fathers eyes
A man should never have to fear for when them problems rise
I'm fighting fear while lying here, I'm laying at your side
I ain't gone run and hide, but I can't lie I'm scared
And I don't wanna cry, not while you lying there
So I just wanna say I'm sorry, I know life ain't fair
You constantly in pain, you giving life Im not prepared
To give this life that type of care, I been in life and I been scarce
What if I fuck it up and this becomes my final kid
My brothers both got children now I wonder how they felt
If I seem different, I apologize my mind in hell, I might as well...
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
If this my future son or daughter know that ima love you
Im gonna hold you up the world like Atlas, right above
Ima be sure you get your whoopings too if you deserve it
Im sorry but I know you'll listen too when whoopings hurting
Can't lie I'm really fucking nervous, I been lost and scared
But ima never give you up I been in foster care
I seen the victims, seen the difference when they fathers there
I been through pain but I done changed from what my life done shared
I fought through scary opportunities that got me there
I wondered what the world what do to me if I had steered
In new directions, knew the blessings, knew the demons too
I knew the weapons, knew the tools and words the demons used
It seemed so easy just to give in, hard just saying no
But listen, guarantee your pops'll show the way to go
I'll always be there right beside you just to pave the road
You ain't gone struggle you don't have to all yo pain is gone
But if I fail just know...
I'm Sorry
I'm Sorry
I'm Sorry
I'm Sorry
Credits
Writer(s): Armuntre Jackson
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