I Miss It
I wanna sit back relax and never stress
but now I sit alone and think I'm better off as dead
I'm a mistake I should be gone
Yeah that's what goes on in my head
The young and happy kid you used to know he didn't make it
Now everyone around is telling him that he should fake it
Lost myself I lost my mind I want it back yeah I miss it
I'm living in the past cause my future ain't worth it
I'm just the guy who's still tryna be perfect
When I'm chillen by myself I get thought and get nervous
Thinking to myself when will it start working
Found the love of my life but I'm still learning
Writing all the music but I ain't earning
All this pain I know it's deserving
Show people good but inside I'm hurting
I'm ruined by my mind I think it's time to go far away
I need some time alone to feel alive I really need the space
Go out hit the bong lose the feelings time to take a break
Why you hiding with a mask everybody turns out fake
I'm hurting inside and I don't know why
Got so many built up feelings inside
Think I'm loosing my mind
Think it's about that time
Where I sit by self and I think I'm gonna die
Suicidal in the brain
Don't think I'll ever be the same
I hate the man who I became
Covered up with all the pain
All the late night cry's when I need you by my side
Wanna fight for our love I mean at least I tried
You can't tell me it isn't weird that I'm not even a friend
I really fucking hope see you again
I know we had I start I didn't see no end
All the time we spent yeah that was gone in a instant
Why we gotta distance
I hoping that you miss it
If we put in the time yeah I know that we could fix it
One way to my heart but you know she's got the ticket
All this time we spent now we're burning our bridges
Now I'm alone I got no one to call
Look up the ladder reach up but I fall
The ladders my future can't seem to go higher
I wanna go back cause I miss who you were
I wanna sit back relax and never stress
I wanna sit back relax and never stress
But now I sit alone and think I'm better off as dead
Better of as dead
I wanna sit back relax and never stress
But now I sit alone and think I'm better off as dead
I'm a mistake
I should be gone
Yeah that's what goes on in my head
Bottle in hand and I'm drinking the pain away
You hurt me inside didn't want you to go away
Wanna give you a call but It won't be today
Finally over you bitch was a game that you played
All by myself ill be gone by tomorrow
I sit all alone while I'm drowning in sorrows
I gave you my heart didn't think you would borrow
Your walking away but I can't help but follow
I wanna sit back relax and never stress
but now I sit alone and think I'm better off as dead
I'm a mistake I should be gone
Yeah that's what goes on in my head
The young and happy kid you used to know he didn't make it
Now everyone around is telling him that he should fake it
Lost myself I lost my mind I want it back yeah I miss it
I'm living in the past cause my future ain't worth it
I'm just the guy who's still tryna be perfect
When I'm chillen by myself I get thought and get nervous
Thinking to myself when will it start working
Found the love of my life but I'm still learning
Writing all the music but I ain't earning
All this pain I know it's deserving
Show people good
But inside I'm hurting
but now I sit alone and think I'm better off as dead
I'm a mistake I should be gone
Yeah that's what goes on in my head
The young and happy kid you used to know he didn't make it
Now everyone around is telling him that he should fake it
Lost myself I lost my mind I want it back yeah I miss it
I'm living in the past cause my future ain't worth it
I'm just the guy who's still tryna be perfect
When I'm chillen by myself I get thought and get nervous
Thinking to myself when will it start working
Found the love of my life but I'm still learning
Writing all the music but I ain't earning
All this pain I know it's deserving
Show people good but inside I'm hurting
I'm ruined by my mind I think it's time to go far away
I need some time alone to feel alive I really need the space
Go out hit the bong lose the feelings time to take a break
Why you hiding with a mask everybody turns out fake
I'm hurting inside and I don't know why
Got so many built up feelings inside
Think I'm loosing my mind
Think it's about that time
Where I sit by self and I think I'm gonna die
Suicidal in the brain
Don't think I'll ever be the same
I hate the man who I became
Covered up with all the pain
All the late night cry's when I need you by my side
Wanna fight for our love I mean at least I tried
You can't tell me it isn't weird that I'm not even a friend
I really fucking hope see you again
I know we had I start I didn't see no end
All the time we spent yeah that was gone in a instant
Why we gotta distance
I hoping that you miss it
If we put in the time yeah I know that we could fix it
One way to my heart but you know she's got the ticket
All this time we spent now we're burning our bridges
Now I'm alone I got no one to call
Look up the ladder reach up but I fall
The ladders my future can't seem to go higher
I wanna go back cause I miss who you were
I wanna sit back relax and never stress
I wanna sit back relax and never stress
But now I sit alone and think I'm better off as dead
Better of as dead
I wanna sit back relax and never stress
But now I sit alone and think I'm better off as dead
I'm a mistake
I should be gone
Yeah that's what goes on in my head
Bottle in hand and I'm drinking the pain away
You hurt me inside didn't want you to go away
Wanna give you a call but It won't be today
Finally over you bitch was a game that you played
All by myself ill be gone by tomorrow
I sit all alone while I'm drowning in sorrows
I gave you my heart didn't think you would borrow
Your walking away but I can't help but follow
I wanna sit back relax and never stress
but now I sit alone and think I'm better off as dead
I'm a mistake I should be gone
Yeah that's what goes on in my head
The young and happy kid you used to know he didn't make it
Now everyone around is telling him that he should fake it
Lost myself I lost my mind I want it back yeah I miss it
I'm living in the past cause my future ain't worth it
I'm just the guy who's still tryna be perfect
When I'm chillen by myself I get thought and get nervous
Thinking to myself when will it start working
Found the love of my life but I'm still learning
Writing all the music but I ain't earning
All this pain I know it's deserving
Show people good
But inside I'm hurting
Credits
Writer(s): Brayden Boyle
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