Survivor's Guilt

Who's really testing my patience
Is it me, or is it them
Thinking I won't say shit
How much of a fall are you anticipating
Knowing that they watching
Won't give credit
But indebted to my inner matrix
And my level of truth
Is why I'm whom she wanna lay with
Regardless how you flaunting with your paper
That's really my last tab that I gotta check
Being humble is how I flex
I do not intend to impress em
You seeing how I deal with the pressure
Lowkey a high deal of depression
Realizing hard times with accepting ambition
Within myself
Only stemmed from what they were projecting

Despite the failed attempts
Of give or seeking help
And knowing if I hold this all in
It leads to pessimism

Survivors guilt in variety's

You won't do half
To keep the mind at ease
If you went through half
You'd drop to your knees and get to pleading
With the lord like why me
I know my whys
That's how it seem easy

What makes her wanna hit me
When she tipsy

Being spotted by your people like I'm lifting

No longer use
spotters when I lift shit
Shows you how I got it
But they doubt him
I don't get it

Looking back on how I went the distance
Being consistent
Got em being distant

Always knew what I'd be doing with it
But didn't think I'd lose you like we on a mission
It ain't like, cause I am
Staying grounded
I don't let shit in my head



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Writer(s): Tajh Moyse
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