Keep To Myself

Never wanted to step in the industry thought I'd at least need an atlas
Tactics to navigate through blackness
But this ain't meant for me I admit it
Thinking how they rather make slaves than take refugees colour dependent
Pick a side drop your pride
Apparently paralyzed from the pair of lies
That you can't be satisfied with a pair of dimes new perspective
And the saddest lie if I go tonight
Just know I elected to attempt to shift the paradigms you neglected
Cause lately I've been processing being alone
Disconnect from my soul
I'm against my thoughts they provoke
Me to question the value of my existence and whether this life worth living
Killing ourselves tryna make a killing
I used to be thankful that I was alive and kicking
Now I'm kicking and screaming tryna get up out of Hell's kitchen
Lucy got me doubting clouding my lenses one point it was lucidly vivid
Now I question what's written my purpose my mission
I'm weighing up tradition against religion
Letting thoughts loose leaves me amused
While they conclude that I'm stressed and it's fine
Grab some wine and unwind rewind my mind to a better time
But I'm stuck in a system of control
Tween me and God there's friction that shows
Wonder if He still listens to any these flows
Now I'm saying that I'm losing in this situation
Trapped contemplating whether this game of life is worth playing

The nights alone
Just staying home
The highs the lows
The way it goes
I stay inside and I keep to myself
I stay inside and I keep to myself
I stay inside and I keep to myself
I stay inside don't need nobody else
The nights alone
Just staying home
The highs the lows
The way it goes
I stay inside and I keep to myself
I stay inside and I keep to myself
I stay inside and I keep to myself
I stay inside don't need nobody else

Not a single day passes by where I
Don't think about how this life goes by in the blink of an eye
Compared to forever what does it mean to die will I fly
With the angels in the sky
Or eternally sleep wishing I spent my time getting high
Asking God why you letting my people struggle
Four hundred years tryna reap the benefits of the hustle
Unarmed and innocent but it's don't move a muscle
Survive or demise the choice we forced to juggle
Convicted with pessimism it's damaging
Conflicted with skepticism dealing with these demons that I'm dancing with
Like these cruel winters that I'm managing
This might be the last time that I get to rock the mic again
Got to buy time instead
Ain't really affording it
No regrets I listened when T said record to this
Tell your ambition sneak dissing becomes the rebuttal
On my 2020 vision no fans in the bubble

The nights alone
Just staying home
The highs the lows
The way it goes
I stay inside and I keep to myself
I stay inside and I keep to myself
I stay inside and I keep to myself
I stay inside don't need nobody else
The nights alone
Just staying home
The highs the lows
The way it goes
I stay inside and I keep to myself
I stay inside and I keep to myself
I stay inside and I keep to myself
I stay inside don't need nobody else



Credits
Writer(s): Dean Hart
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