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I just want to fucking scream

Thoughts are my enemy
My ego pushed aside
Getting lost inside myself
But I still can't find the why
I don't want to think of you
You're deep inside my mind
Get the fuck out of my head
I feel like I'm stuck in time

I want it all to end
I can't do this anymore
My life is just pretend
Vomit stains up on my floor
My rope is running out
I'm tangled up like twine
I don't trust anyone
Even those that treat me fine

What does it mean to have nothing?
Cause I have plenty of "things"
But I still wake up and feel like I have no "thing," ya know

Thoughts are the enemy
Of my simple time
I wish I could go back then
And unsee all the signs
Life is a tapestry
Built upon a lie
And the strands that show us truth
Also make us fucking blind

I can't love anymore
My heart has been enshrined
A stone laden monument
Of my foolish pride
I wish it were different
I wish I hadn't tried
You got everything you want
I just want to fucking die

Excuse me while I treat the last bit of this song like it's the cooler in the back of a fucking Restaurant



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Writer(s): Forrest Allen
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