Still Ima Pray

It's hard to survive
Even harder to recognize
When you're born
In a web of lies
Every day might be goodbye
But still, Ima pray
Find the strength
Maybe improvise
Cause I believe I can change the tide
And sail into the sky

I've been broken you've been broken
From unspoken trauma
You're so hard to love
Still, Ima pray
Cause I'm hoping that tomorrow
Can be brighter than this moment
Need a 'lil luck

Say that with yo chest
Since you a fighter now
You behave like I'm a threat
I forgave you for denial
Treat me like a guest
When I walk in my own house
What the hell is going on
Where the hell did this go sour
Aye

But
I've been broken
You've been broken
From unspoken trauma
And it kinda sucks
Still, Ima pray
Cause I'm hoping that tomorrow
Can be brighter than this moment
Need a 'lil luck

I won't be controlled
To do as you say so
And sorry I let go
But I had to move on

And I harbor me ill
Illusions of bottles and pills
I forgot
I forgot
I can't feel
It is apparent
I'm running up mountains and hills
Hoping my mental can heal
Only a human with issues
I wish you
Could see what is real
You say that I'm searching for thrills
Playing semantics
Denying it still

Say that with yo chest
Since you a fighter now
You behave like I'm a threat
I forgave you for denial
Treat me like a guest
When I walk in my own house
What the hell is going on
Where the hell did this go sour
Aye

But
I've been broken
You've been broken
From unspoken trauma
And it kinda sucks
Still, Ima pray
Cause I'm hoping that tomorrow
Can be brighter than this moment
Need a 'lil luck

I won't be controlled
To do as you say so
And sorry I let go
But I had to move on
Now I don't feel whole
To do as you say so
Sorry I let go
But I had to move on