Dispersed

All we want is happiness
But sometimes sadness gets the best of us
We say we're fine
But we know we're lyin
How do we get through life with so much cryin

So how can I put this into words
No one seems to care
How can I break this curse

I can't do this anymore, just sounds absurd
You put a tear in my heart
And after some time, it still hurts

I want to live in paradise
But I'm stuck in your sea of lies
I say I'm fine
But I know I'm lyin
How do I get through life with so much cryin

I want to look into the future, but my vision is blurred
You and I were the perfect pair
Before we dispersed

I reached out but everyone has turned
Were they ever really there
I feel alone, oh so alone, in this big universe

Mama always says life isn't fair
and I'm tryna act cool
But I'm just pullin my hair
Tryna hold back tears in front of my peers
Even though, you don't care

I want to live in paradise
But I'm stuck in your sea of lies
I say I'm fine
But I know I'm lyin
How do I get through life with so much cryin

I don't wanna make this song about ya
Never thought I'd be writing a sad one about ya
When I was with you, I lost my way
And we both know, you never really liked my music anyways

I want to live in paradise
But I'm stuck in your sea of lies
I say I'm fine
But I know I'm lyin
How do I get through life with so much cryin

All we want is happiness
But sometimes sadness gets the best of us
We say we're fine
But we know we're lyin
How do we get through life with so much cryin