Angsty

Slowly I can see the changes
Took a while but I still made it
A couple falls but I kept raging
Even when the red I saw was satan

I don't know what I've been thinking, even if I think at all
With the falls, I said a couple, you should add a couple more
Got me being outta pocket, outta mind, outta soul
Putting pieces back together, think I'm missing most of all

Now I don't know what to do
Got me acting out a fool
Got me acting out wherever
At the home or in the school
Losing sight of what is true
What was right, who was you
Hoping I could just be better
Guess I couldn't do that too

Lost inside my mind
Where I spend most of my time
Losing track of all my thoughts
Can somebody hit rewind

Can we take it to those days
Where no moment seemed to fade
Can we spend a couple hours
I need time to feel again

Elevator on the way down
Cut the cords, time to fall, am I free now
Take a second, take a listen, hear the silence
Feel the vigour, feel the hate, feel the violence

But I know that I'm lost to the times
Take it how I see it, yeah I keep an open mind
I'm fighting Goliath, like I'm David,
Sound the sirens
If I could be honest, I don't know what I've been trying

I don't know what I've been thinking, even if I think at all
With the falls, I said a couple, you should add a couple more
Got me being outta pocket, outta mind, outta soul
Putting pieces back together, think I'm missing most of all

Now I don't know what to do
Got me acting out a fool
Got me acting out wherever
At the home or in the school
Losing sight of what is true
What was right, who was you
Hoping I could just be better
Guess I couldn't do that too