Nonchalant

I put away my feelings cus I Feel like ain't nobody gone Get it
That pain so deep I'm all Alone I feel nobody here With me
I done been thru it times Been hard I ain't felt love In a minute
Tired of this life it got me Scarred but I can't stop til It's finished
Sit in this room write in My notes and I get lost in My thoughts
I can't keep going I can't be Strong
Got all these problems I Caused
I need some healing mind Ain't in it all these demons I fought
Can't speak my feelings Keep to myself I always be Been nonchalant

I can't keep going mind Eroding spirit broken Words unspoken
My mind been racing ain't At peace
I'm starting to hate every Moment
I wanna vent but I can't Speak cause ain't nobody Even notice
Speak on my name without Me knowing
Say it's all love but only Hate is What you showing
Fighting this fight facing Problems feel like I'm Chosen
I just want a real dose of love and make it potent
Heart frozen
Getting numb to the pain So I just keep rowing
Emotion can you stand the Rain or is you going
Commotion
I rattle my brain tryna keep My focus
I'm slowing
See the hurt in my face n I Can't keep going
I'm crying I prolly drown In my own tears
Know I'd be lying if I say I Didn't go face my fears
They see me trying and Ain't help me out me out After all these years
I told 'em try again
My heart feel so heavy feel like I'm dying

I put away my feelings Cause I feel like ain't Nobody gone get it
That pain so deep I'm all Alone I feel nobody here With me
I done been thru it times Been hard I ain't felt love In a minute
Tired of this life it got me Scarred but I can't stop til It's finished
Sit in this room write in My notes and I get lost in My thoughts
I can't keep going I can't be Strong
Got all these problems I caused
I need some healing mind Ain't in it all these demons I fought
Can't speak my feelings Keep to myself I always Been nonchalant



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Writer(s): Lul Rik
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