Plea Deal

I never wanted to feel alone
I've always tried to see past the sorrow
I never wanted to feel this way at all
But then in it came in with the tears that'd fall
I'm not strong after all
Someone lied to me
Told me I could never see
I became so weak
My self perception only bleak

I can't throw away tomorrow
Because of today
I can't seem to drown the sorrow
I must find a way
If I never told myself that
I'd find a way
I'd be lost inside this hellhole
My mind creates

It's hard to see when you're looking through
A scope of old man's tears
I'd embrace every aspect
The light and the shadow
The shadow often knocks me out of balance
To be so dense to feel as though my demons don't exist
What gain to tell myself there is no certainly in death

Do not think you could never finally know the devil
Self medicated self immolating maladaptive
Coping with the edge off

I can't throw away tomorrow
Because of today
I can't seem to drown the sorrow
I must find a way
If I never told myself that
I'd find a way
I'd be lost inside this hellhole
My mind creates
I can't throw away tomorrow
Because of today
I can't seem to drown the sorrow
I must find a way
If I never told myself that
I'd find a way
I'd be lost inside this hellhole
My mind creates



Credits
Writer(s): Brandon Mitchell
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