My Story & U

There's something going on in my head
I can't stop it
I'm a dreamer hurt by reality, felt too deeply
This genuine feeling became my drug
I can't resist it
I'm always dreaming of someone I miss

Yet I can't talk with
You're too special
Can't be replaced
You're my favorite
Since that first day
Rotting my brain
High on cocaine
After all, I lost my story and you

Aye to that girl started from crash
Aye you the prettiest I met
Aye can we try every step
Can't give up, no matter how sad I get

I went too deep so I'm hurting
I won't grow up, never learn it
You showed me life is worthy
I'm giving you the world, please
Can't you see it?

Ever since that day we met, I've been a mess
All my fault, I feel bad, can't think straight
All of our to do list wasn't checked
I tried to be what you want, but it fires back

Girl, had to see you to save me, don't let go
You're the drug I'm addicted for too long
I'm on a flight to hell already took off
Can we start over if that's cool

I can't change the way I think about you
After all the shit we've been through
I lost my story and you
I'm trying journal, therapy to walk through
Trying every method that I never thought I had to
I lost my story and you
I lost my story and you
I lost my story and you
After all, I lost my story and you

This morning I woke up to this nightmare, or reality
I'm hating myself, blaming my world, I'm suffocating
I'm fighting to be my good self but I hit the wall wherever I go
But here's a lie I want you to know
I'll forget you, I'm under control

I will still be your guardian star, I'll clear my scar
Though it's bleeding hard
Yeah still need your love, pull me out the wrong
Girl I'm not too far
Wish you could see that good in me
I'm just sensitive, too negative
That's exactly why I love you
'Cause you're positive and you excite me

Too real, that anxiety hit me too real
I've been living in my dream of a fool show
In the days with you that was incredible
So beautiful I lost my self control

Manifesting, I'm praying to the god
Clear my sins, I'm learning, I'm still young
I was so drunk, was hiding in the bar
Day by day, you're still in my broken heart

I can't change the way I think about you
After all the shit we've been through
I lost my story and you
I'm trying journal, therapy to walk through
Trying every method that I never thought I had to
I lost my story and you
I lost my story and you
I lost my story and you
After all, I lost my story and you



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Writer(s): Jordan Wang
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