Never Enough

It was never enough no was never enough
It was never enough no was never enough
Used to bite down and smoke up and then drink 'til I drowned
It was never enough no was never enough

I'm at the bar on a bar
I take a drink when I'm drunk
I was just trying to turn up
You'd never guess where I turned up
Take a look at what it cost me
Try and guess what it taught me
Gotta get back to the old me
Fuck all this wasted time
Used to be wasted all the time
And I wasted so many years of my life
Somehow I made it out alive
The shit made me drop like a bad habit
I couldn't stop all the bad habits
A couple milligrams will make you forget that it happened
But the pain doesn't go away
The thoughts of my mother and father and sister and family and friends
The look on their face when they're looking at me in a hospital bed
I said it was never enough but now I say never again
I'm sick of fucking up I gotta make it up to them

I said it was never enough
If you're sick of fucking up, you gotta make it up one time
And if you think it's not enough, you're gonna lose it all one time