Drowning

Hungover
Feels like I'm lost in the silence
Every night there's a crisis
That I've been trying to get through
Pull over
I knew that pain was the culprit
That love itself isn't perfect
But it hurt with you

I've been staring at the bottom of a cup
Wondering yet if I've had enough

If I could turn back time
I'd stop myself before I became empty
Back when I could have used help
Trying to hide what's forgotten
But the memory remains
I didn't know then
I'd be drowning myself for this

I finally get it
All those cliché mistakes people make every day
But people never change
I've been down that road before
Always aiming for more
But you end up in the same place

I've been staring at the bottom of a cup
Wondering yet if I've had enough

If I could turn back time
I'd stop myself before I became empty
Back when I could have used help
Trying to hide what's forgotten
But the memory remains
I didn't know then
I'd be drowning myself for this

With my feet on the ground
I'm finally prepared
To put myself together
And fight for what's fair
I guess I forgot
What it meant to me
That I could breathe on my own
If I just believed

If I could turn back time
I'd change the way it went
I'd tell you right from the start that I'm
Hell-bent
That I couldn't be myself
That I needed something else
If I knew then what I know now

If I could turn back time
I'd stop myself before I became empty
Back when I could have used help (Oh)
Trying to hide what's forgotten
But the memory remains (Oh)
I didn't know then
I'd be drowning myself (Oh) for this

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