Jealousy Is Lethal

Battling myself and I'm afraid I might lose
I've got nothing left to say and I've got everything to prove
How much easier is life if I had nothing left to prove
Wait, let me put myself in someone else's shoes

I got bros who've never been abroad those trips they cant afford
Fancy car is like a Ford no Airpods they've got cords
They live a different kind of life where they don't worry about their strife's
Walk with a different kind of pride cos grass is greener on their side

I've seen both sides of the coin so I know what really rich is
Man are never satisfied don't care how big the dish is
Homeless ain't an issue genie granted all their wishes
And still they want to complain I think its fair to call em Bitches

Lets get back to the meat of it cos I'm conflating issues
not the tallest guy but I still see the world from birds eye view
If you pay more attention see the words I say are true
Maybe you play this at the bank people watching in the queue

All created the same yet we weren't created equal
In this life a lot of man try to move deceitful try to move deceitful
Not happy with their scraps I guess they want to eat a feastful
Just know in this life that this Jealousy Is Lethal

All created Equal yet we ain't built the same
Some want stability some man are chasing fame
Don't get me wrong I'm no angel would never make that claim
pretend I'm better than my peers I hope I'm never that lame

Achievements don't make a man its the man that makes achievements
Don't think cos I'm on tracks that I'm deserving better treatment
They looking up to me because my holidays more frequent
they don't know that when I'm working that I've barely even eaten

They don't know how hard I work because my enemies are cheating
They don't know them late nights where I barely get the sleep in
They don't know that toe tap when anxiety is creeping
And I don't know how they feel what's it like when you've been beaten

I ain't saying that they're stupid its just a lot that they don't know
While they're dazed I hit em with a quick like Shoyo
Fried I call em chicken like hermanos los pollos
They wanna back and forth change that name to yo-yo