Crack

I don't love the drama but the drama loves me
Seems like I'm looking for every possibility
Every crack
When life has become a flow
Don't care if it's a high or a low and so
I just need adrenaline
Give me all the cortisol
When I'm flying high or I'm in the deepest fall
I don't know the direction but I know who to call

They say you're a little much for me
It seems like you don't even wanna be
Free from all that misery
They say you should finally move on
It seems like you're still holding on
To what should be long gone

Okay let's be real
I've never been that honest
When I come compare myself to you
You seem picture perfect flawless
But it's not you
It's my insecurities
I just need to be the one who actually sees
What I'm worth, make myself heard
With all my needs and dreams and all that schemes that scream
That I'm enough
As who I am

As who I am

They say you're a little much for me
It seems like you don't even wanna be
Free from all that misery
They say you should finally move on
It seems like you're still holding on
To what should be long gone

I was slowly starting to give myself up
Forgot my values, my believes and I couldn't make it stop
I was desperate
For your affection, all your love
The question if you loved me would you answer with "kind of"
And the less you gave and the less you cared
Made me want you more, made me feel so scared
No you never abused me, at least not physically
And those invisible scares are for no one to see oh

They say you're a little much for me
It seems like you don't even wanna be
Free from all that misery
They say you should finally move on
It seems like you're still holding on
To what should be, to what should be long gone

Finally move on
Still holding on
Finally finally move on
Still holding on
Holding on
Holding on
To what should be to what should be
Long gone



Credits
Writer(s): Viktoria Schwab
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