Chasing Ghosts

I've never felt so alone
It's been such a long road
This place is just a house
With you it was a home
Cuz now I need to shake
The overwhelming mistakes
I made along the way
They haunt me every day
What worries me the most
Is chasing these ghosts
Will be the death of me
What hurts me worse is that
This curse won't let me be
I see you guys with concerned eyes
Reaching out from beyond the lines
Of my reality in this everlasting dream
Where you're still here with me
You will always be my rock
Now you'll always be my light
Cuz I'm still in shock
That you're not in my life
When I need a little peace
I break down to my knees
And cry to the heavens
It's the way that I grieve
What worries me the most
Is chasing these ghosts
Will be the death of me
What hurts me worse is that
This curse won't let me be
I see you guys with concerned eyes
Reaching out from beyond the lines
Of my reality in this everlasting dream
Where you're still here with me
I'm running, I'm running
Still not overcoming
These thoughts, I thought
I was taught better than that
I see your shadows cascading
Down the hallways of my mind
Now I'm anticipating
To see you one last time
One last time
What worries me the most
Is chasing these ghosts
Will be the death of me
What hurts me worse is that
This curse won't let me be
I see you guys with concerned eyes
Reaching out from beyond the lines
Of my reality in this everlasting dream
Where you're still here with me