Crossroads

Wondering if it's gonna
Be a good or bad day
Thought I was done with the
Dues that I paid
In my heart what I feel
I need the first aid
Mind jumping back and forth
Like a game that I play
I can act like that I ain't fazed
But I'd be lying to myself
Not crying out for help
I'm just doin me
I'm just staying afloat
Holding onto hope
I hope you think this dope
Pondering if I will rise or fall
I ain't mad cuz it is what it is
I write this to you today
So you know how it is
That you stay on my mind
Like a chemical that binds
I hope u doin fine
I wish we could rewind
But we don't have the time
That shit tastes bitter
Like I'm sucking on a lime
Felt like you committed a crime
I take it as a sign
Moving on
My own dime
No currency
Just mean my time
Out this hole
I will climb
but in the meantime
I just write these rhymes
I just write my story
I'll still be rapping
When I'm 40
Oh lord
Please have mercy
On my soul

I feel it in my chest
I feel it in the mind
Man what's it
Take to shine
I'm struggling
But not dying
I'm struggling
Because i'm crying
I gotta hop out
No more slide ins
I am ryan
You gotta accept me
You wanted everything
Except me
Yeah don't test me

Wondering what life
Got in store
I walk the path
And everything else
I ignore
Moving forward
From here on out
I will keep it real
With my heart on my sleeve
That's no doubt
Yeah no profit
Yeah no clout
Doing it for myself
And nobody else
Life's a bitch
And I take my Ls
Got to bounce back
And focus on yourself
Focus on your health
Locked in the present
Not on what i felt
Speaking that real shit
Helps me its therapeutic
I'm processing my emotions
Finding a solution
Right or wrong
I'm only human



Credits
Writer(s): Ryan Capó
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