Past and Present

I can tell a story about my past and present
No one in my life was present
So now when I do my own thang and blow up
They wanna present
I do not remember
You were not here
When my life was dreadful
Now my life is special
And I'm getting extras
Everything a dude want I be living exceptional
Most important thing in life is not the biggest
Its the fundamentals
I jus take this drank and pour it up
Till I fill my vessel
All these demons in my fuckin head
Life had got so messy
I done put my feelings after bread
All these problems
Fight them like a man
I take them to the head
If you wanna get somewhere in life
Then you cant be scared
Got to Face your fears
Even if that means you fail
Ima take you for a ride
Hold on tight
Ill Put you under spells
I was hearing ringing in my ears
Like some Christmas bells
Woke up from a nightmare
I ain't jump from the top floor, I fell

This ain't 20 questions
Stop with all that asking
I'm not open bout my life
Because its kind of tragic
This the kind of of story make you cry
It'll get you sappy
Made a way up out this shit
You know I had to make it happen
All my life I knew this what I'd be
And I'm not capping
I was 10 years old when I told myself
I would be a rapper
I would be on stage and idolized by peers so much
That they'd be clapping
Its takes courage to grow up and be yourself
No cap Mom
Only person in my life that always had my back on
Always looked out for my interests
Even when I did you wrong
You Taught me how to be the man
You Showed me how to right my wrongs
So its only right
That I went and put you in this song
I been hurting all my life
You could Call this pain lifelong
If there's one thing you got a do its to hold on

If I wasn't clear
Just put your mind to it
You can just imagine a little boy
With a bright future
Lotta pain in his life
It had got to him
So now he sells drugs
And he makes music
Too nice to the world
So a lotta people use him
Still nothin breaks his will
He can see to the future
I just hope it goes through
Mix my sprite with the juice
Knowing its gone fix my mood
I can never fail or loose
I'm goin straight to the moon



Credits
Writer(s): Miles Faris
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