AlwaysOverthinkin (feat. Dehkewlz)

I'm always overthinking
Feel like I'm never enough
Get too caught up in pride
Then I start losing my touch
With what's reality
Feel it's a permanent crutch
Changed my mentality
And I ain't one for biting the tongue

I'm fed up with life the hand that I'm dealt could always be worse
Weather I'm wrong or I'm right mind goes to temper might act out a spite
Seen half my circle scatter me I keep working the end of the tunnel got light
Still I be passing the blame get all defensive whenever they using my name
Ain't no incentive yet still I be actin the same
Hung up on goals that I've yet to attain
Sometimes be bringing me motivation
Then others it just got me looking insane
Still I just wish I had answers wishing that I could explain
Wishing that I can be happy really don't know if I can
If I can't provide for my people tell me how many remain
The way I be stuck in my head energy easily drain
Peace a mind be so hard to retain maybe just rap ain't my lane
Maybe the people just ain't really feel what I'm saying need to stop picking my brain
Step out my zone enter a different domain only just act out a vain
Quit cutting deep and only just try entertain
Stead a just going against the grain
Only just care about the fame naw
I'd rather set fire to flame add in butane and bring out the heat like Dwayne
Maybe nobody a ever catch on but least know the real me is staying
Might never get where I'm headed in life but never give up on the game
Work on my moves always just tryna improve
So bad thoughts I just need to remove
Overthinking only gon lead me to failure
Know I got nothing to prove
Know I got nothing to prove

I'm always overthinking
Feel like I'm never enough
Get too caught up in pride
Then I start losing my touch
With what's reality
Feel it's a permanent crutch
Changed my mentality
And I ain't one for biting the tongue

How could I think about standing still
When I still ain't content with the way that I'm living
I'm out making moves in the playing field
What I want to expensive to keep penny pinching
I been overdue to get back to the me that was confident lit I was feeling myself
Stressing and working way harder than normal
This ain't for the weak I been killing myself
Cuz I wanna live not only for me for the bae and the kids
Be home with my lover and younger my ribs
You gotta be different to do what I did to be where I'm at
To go where I been I had to adapt
Losing my mental I had to relax budget was thrifty
I wasn't at saks making this money for it to be taxed
Pursing my head but I'm better now
I'm more understanding but still tryna figure out ways
I can manage the tribulations I was handed
I'm still out dealing with the damage and oh my God dawg
I gotta praise my dawg God
I done got way more than even with all of the people I knew moving on
I been the wave before it was raw I had the ways when I was a tot
Since I was young-in I knew I was him
But I ain't know the hoops so for sure I was lost
I'll pay whatever price to be the boss
Stepping for every time that I was crossed
Headed for better times with the sauce living forever legend in the flesh
I'm finna show em why I been the one

I'm always overthinking
Feel like I'm never enough
Get too caught up in pride
Then I start losing my touch
With what's reality
Feel it's a permanent crutch
Changed my mentality
And I ain't one for biting the tongue



Credits
Writer(s): K B
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