every word that i say

I've had a few days where I've felt like falling
Had a few months if i'm being honest
I don't know how i got through but i promise
A mountain's never as big as it looks from the bottom
I swore that i loved someone but i don't think I ever did
Ideas show up and i act like a little kid
I thought that i was in the wrong
But i will be honest
I was a deer in your headlights
Afraid to move on and

I'm no longer scared
Of leaving you behind me
I let your leave your scars
Didn't ask for an apology
I know you're not sorry
So i didn't even try
You misunderstand
Every word that i say
And i'm getting too tired
To try and explain
That i'm not the monster
You always try to go and say I am
You just don't understand

I wish that i could tell you
What goes on in my mind
But whenever i have
You always made me cry
You told me i'm sensitive
Talking to you had no benefits
I wish that i could
Laugh along when you say something stupid
But it's always a dig
So now who's the little kid

But i'm no longer scared
Of leaving you behind me
I let your leave your scars
Didn't ask for an apology
I know you're not sorry
So i didn't even try
You misunderstand
Every word that i say
And i'm getting too tired
To try and explain
That i'm not the monster
You always try to go and say I am
You just don't understand

No
You don't understand
No
And you never did



Credits
Writer(s): Willow Carter
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