Trying To Let You Go

It's been a week since I told you I missed you
And I kinda regret so I'll say that it's not true
And I was just drunk being way too overly honest
I felt so foolish when you said you're with someone new
Hope you're on and off like we usually do
It'd be a lie to say I'm not jealous
I'm going fucking crazy and reckless and helpless

Didn't ever wanna admit that I miss him
But it should've been me pretty sure you're still the one
You're always on my mind what have I become
I know it's messy but I'm trying to let you go
I'll look at pictures and I'll check your location
It's like I'll be what you need and without hesitation
Imagine her lying in your bedroom
I know it's messy but I'm trying to let you go

He said to give it time so I tried I waited
I've never been the type to wear my heart on my sleeve
But I don't know if I should believe you
When you say it's over and we'll get closer
But everybody but me knows you're just bored
And I'm just there and you don't really care
And I don't wanna ask cause you'll know how bad I wanna know

Didn't ever wanna admit that I miss him
But it should've been me pretty sure you're still the one
You're always on my mind what have I become
I know it's messy but I'm trying to let you go
I'll look at pictures and I'll check your location
It's like I'll be what you need and without hesitation
Imagine her lying down in your bedroom
I know it's messy but I'm trying to let you go

Don't know where we are
Maybe I'll pour my heart out in the back seat of your car
Is this as good as it gets im out of my depth
You never said goodbye you just left me on read
Maybe I'll tell myself
That it's me in your head
And you needed me
She's not me and she never will be
And you'll never find better

Didn't ever wanna admit that I miss him
But that should've been me pretty sure you're still the one
You're always on my mind what have I become
I know it's messy but I'm trying to let you go
I'll look at pictures and I'll check your location
It's like I'll be what you need and without hesitation
Imagine her lying in your bedroom
I know it's messy but I'm trying to let you go



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Writer(s): Emily Rice
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