Why

Why can't I live anymore
Why can't I speak anymore
Why can't I get out of bed in the morning
Fuck why can't I feel anymore
Why can't I see anymore
Why can't I love anymore
Why can't I smoke anymore
Why can't I drink 'til I vomit
Fuck why can't I be anymore
Why can't I be anyone

Annihilated, hated, I am none in a world full of characters
My mask broke off when I understood trauma
Said fuck my mom, my dad, and my brother
I never had a real lover
All of them were fucking forced yuh
Bitches were lucky to pay for their future
My Family gave me fucking pain and hurt
My fam never gave me any fuckin love yuh

She used to let me hurt her, now- I changed, don't wanna hurt him nah
Can't risk the heartbreak, cannot have him nah
Can't ever be with her
I'm Misunderstood by
All these people who say they're part of my little life
But I can't have him nah, I'm all alone now

Ain't got no emotions no more, I am too empty inside bitch
This is the life that I have always been leading since I was a child
Never had anyone to count on, on my side
Only had me, and sometimes I did wrong to myself, created regrets
Don't even know why or how I'm alive, owe it to that child to live a good life

Why can't I live anymore
Why can't I speak anymore
Why can't I get out of bed in the morning
Fuck why can't I feel anymore
Why can't I see anymore
Why can't I love anymore
Why can't I smoke anymore
Why can't I drink 'til I vomit
Fuck why can't I be anymore
Why can't I be anyone

Why can't I live anymore
Why can't I speak anymore
Why can't I get out of bed in the morning
Fuck why can't I feel anymore
Why can't I see anymore
Why can't I love anymore
Why can't I smoke anymore
Why can't I drink til I vomit
Fuck why can't I be anymore
Why can't I be anyone



Credits
Writer(s): Debora Canadè
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