Stoplights

Everything is falling down around me
I can't push the tide away
And the harder I try
The more apparent it is
That it's here to stay
All those wasted months
On waiting for the end of the road
And the further I go down
The more I find that it's bleak and cold

Don't wanna waste anymore time
But I realize it's already gone by
If only I could go back for a moment
Just to tell myself goodbye

Now I'm breaking down at stoplights
Trying to reshape
I'm sick of waking up at midnight
While dreams begin to fade
I'll see everything in Hindsight
Can't seem to look ahead
I'll stare into the faded moonlight
Reflecting on this dread

I'm so good at lying to myself
I'll say I've seen the worst of it
But little do I know that the brunt has yet to hit
If the fire burns away all of my skin
You'll see the real me
With no guts to do
A goddamn thing about it

I'm sick of wasting all of my time
It's crazy how quickly it flies

Now I'm breaking down at stoplights
Trying to reshape
I'm sick of waking up at midnight
While dreams begin to fade
I'll see everything in Hindsight
Can't seem to look ahead
I'll stare into the faded moonlight
Reflecting on this dread

The winter's coming
I feel a chill in my bones
Six months of isolation
Half a year alone
Half a year alone

Now I'm breaking down at stoplights
Trying to reshape
I'm sick of waking up at midnight
While dreams begin to fade
I'll see everything in Hindsight
Can't seem to look ahead
I'll stare into the faded moonlight
Reflecting on this dread