Self-Destructive

I get stuck in these spaces, that I don't wanna be
Way too many voices, I struggle to breathe
Self-destructive, just to get some release
Self-destructive, break down what I achieve

Eyes in the back of my head, cause I'm looking behind
I should focus on the front, but it's hurting my mind
On the tip of my tongue, I just wish I could find
What I wanna say, but it's hard to define!

Like an old memory, or a person in a dream!
I think I have it, then it vanishes to steam
I wish that you would get it, when I tell you what I mean!
Instead we're playing dumb, always reliving this scene

Need you now, but id rather keep the peace
I don't wanna take it to you, I don't wanna break it to you
Zoning out, keeps me warm just like a fleece
I just wanna make it to you, still I'm never hating on you
Feeling better, then the cycle just repeats
No, I'm never changing on you, always gonna be waiting on you
Rather get hurt, than end up hurting you and me
Never leave it weighing on you, never leave it weighing on you!

I get stuck in these spaces, that I don't wanna be
Way too many voices, I struggle to breathe
Self-destructive, just to get some release
Self-destructive, break down what I achieve



Credits
Writer(s): Kerem Goral
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