Summer's End

Maybe I'm a lost cause
Looking for your lost drawers
And other articles of fabric that I take off you out of habit
And throw to the wind like caution now I've lost them in the fray
In the sea of the emotions I'd forgotten to display
I've never thought you were for play unless it was Broadway
Ballin' like Barclay you kiss me in broad day
I know it's been hard days I love you that's always
Just show it in odd ways
Look
Who do you blame when you never wanna be bothered
Tempted to say my father
At times he fathered from far but was pushing me to go farther
Working smarter not harder
Taught me to bear his armor in case he'd lead me to slaughter
Cause this world is out to get me and he know it
Emotional but not the type to show it
He'd submit to fate
Take his seed of faith and then he'd sow it
And even though his body in the ground
I know his Spirit still abound
I hope he lovin' how this sound
I think the Sun is going down

Everybody love the sunshine but hate when it's away
Everybody love a blue sky but hate when that shit grey
All the colors on the spectrum but who assigned them worth
Who put white up with the stars and then put black down in the dirt
That's absurd
I'd have to fashion a rocket
Take me to outer space
Just to get where you can face
And I know it's not a race
Cause everybody got a path and everybody got a pace
But I gotta pick it up cause I got dreams I gotta chase
And don't you act new who you got your back to
I had all this fire and still felt I couldn't match you
This was running smooth how'd we both end up as statues
If we call it quits now won't be shit to run back to
So now I gotta think
I've been waiting at the brink
I've been trying not to sink
But I'm still working out the kinks
And I just gotta let you know
If you need me I'll be hanging around
But we at war keep maintaining your ground
I see the sun going down