ANXIETY

I can't seem to get away
I slip on a pebble and leave blood on the sidewalk
I can't seem to catch a break
I give into pressure, take it out on the dry wall
Homestuck, I might die today
I come for a answer and they said it was my fault
Self-destruction engage
My only way out of this defective asylum

I'm stuck, I'm fucked
You can't even give one
Wake up, smoke up
I can't wait to give up
I'm stuck, I'm fucked
You can't even give one
Wake up, smoke up
I can't wait to give up

I tried to go for a walk
And got beat up at a park
I tried praying to God
He never picked up my call
He never picked up my call
I said "I'll grow up fine!"
I wish that wasn't a lie
I do this shit all the time
I wish that I could rewind
I wish that I could rewind
I wish that I could rewind
Looking at me crazy when I tell you I won't take it anymore
Now you got nothing else to say
Tired of repeating, the anxiety I'm feeling
I'm on fire, but it's just another day
You should get a clue, I'm not the person that you knew
So you can get those stupid thoughts out of your brain
You promise you changed, then I look at your behavior
And I realize that everything's the same

All of these things that you've placed in my head got me fucked up
And now, I gotta get fucked up
Everyday in my brain, see your face, got me love struck
And now, I gotta get fucked up
I don't wanna begin going in circles again
'Cause if I do, then I don't think I'ma make it
You'll start wrapping me in, and I'll start letting you win
Because I'm desperate for your love, so I'll take it

Babe, please call me
I've been getting racks in the morning
Ballin'
But it still feel worthless when she heard me
Stalling
Wasting all my time until I hear her calling
Then she disappears by the morning
Been there, been drunk
Every night, I'm getting fucked up
Old heart, new love
It ain't built for this new stuff

Looking at me crazy when I tell you I won't take it anymore
Now you got nothing else to say
Tired of repeating, the anxiety I'm feeling
I'm on fire, but it's just another day
You should get a clue, I'm not the person that you knew
So you can get those stupid thoughts out of your brain
You promise you changed, then I look at your behavior
And I realize that everything's the same

Looking at me crazy when I tell you I won't take it anymore
Now you got nothing else to say
Tired of repeating, the anxiety I'm feeling
I'm on fire, but it's just an—
You should get a clue, I'm not the person that you knew
So you can get those stupid thoughts out of your brain
You promise you changed, then I look at your behavior
And I realize that everything's the same