deceive

How could you not hear this heartbeat?
Got me preparin' a love speech

Can you feel it?
Hear me breathin?
If you don't pay attention, then l'm leaving

You were all talk but I wanted action
After all, you're only a distraction
You ashamed of it? You can just zip it
Do I give you tension? Just admit it

I should've known vou would deceive me
And leave me stuck with a nasty bad feeling

Remember how it was just us at the shoreline?
I think about it everyday and night
I want you by my side
But you're not here to stay

I promise I won't cry
If I'm not reminded of you tonight

I can't stop reminiscin' all the times we had together
I swear I only feel like this when I'm under the weather

I should've known you would deceive me
And leave me stuck with a nasty bad feeling
How did you expect me to be healing?
I'm trapped inside of my head, searchin for the reason

I'm in my feelings already, in my feelings already
I'm in my feelings already, in my feelings already

Texting at 3am, tryna say you understand
Always telling lies, I see no change
Not the person who gives all you do is just take
Wanna see you try, I'm tired of these games

I should've known you would deceive me
And leave me stuck with a nasty bad feeling
How did you expect me to be healing?
I'm trapped inside of my head, searchin' for the reason