My Heart Turns Into Grey

They all don't understand my words, they need to know who I am
But hey the truth is that I can't expect them to give a damn
It's fucking hard to think that all the world is staring at me
Their expectations seem to chase me every night when I dream

And I know I can't handle the game
My fear turns to panic again
I know it is inside my mind
I'm trapped with my thoughts all the time
Just wanted to be who I am
But all I can see now is night
So is this everything, so why should I stay alive

I am lost inside the darkness
And all I had seems to decay
Once in a while I'm still believing
But then my heart turns into grey
When there's no more left to say
Then my heart turns into grey

Can't see the light, there's nothing left, maybe one last glimpse of hope
But when I open up my eyes the whole world seems to be broke
And so I have to go much further, run away from the dark
But when I look into the grey sky I can't see any stars

And I don't know why I am so lost
There's pain but I'm not gonna drop
Ready to look in the dark
Some last faith in my fading grey heart
I suffered enough, leave the cage
Release the rage, breaking that ban
I really give my best but then it happens again

I am lost inside the darkness
And all I had seems to decay
Once in a while I'm still believing
But then my heart turns into grey
When there's no more left to say
Then my heart turns into grey

All I wanted, all I needed
All my dreams just fade
Can you hear me, take away my pain

I am lost inside the darkness
And all I had seems to decay
Once in a while I'm still believing
But then my heart turns into grey
When there's no more left to say
Then my heart turns into grey