My Mind

Let's take another trip
Into my mind shall we
Let's see what we find
Yeah
I'm suicidal
Tried to move on but I'm very idle
Losing the war cause my mind is the rival
Best option i turned to the Bible
Cause the pain is beyond what I know
It's s beyond what I know
Cause the pain is beyond what I know
That shit's too much
And I've seen my demons up close
I'm a leader cause where I go they follow
I rap for peace not following a motto
Not competing with anybody this ain't idols
I know some think I'm prideful
But honestly fuck those
I got real shit going on
I got real life problems
And I'm dealing with pain
In my head I'm going insane
My family don't look at me the same
Mentally drained
Stuck in my thoughts and it's a causing a strain
Lead me God I'm going astray
On my knees i hope i pray
Steady believing that one day I will find these better days
It's like I'm addicted to pain i can't help it
I just want the answers i keep searching
Like why my bro had to choose that option
Like why I feel my girl don't even want me
Like why am I so drawn to these l-pills
Like why I feel like life bet against me
Like it feel like I'm the only one that's pushing
My angels left me in the dark and the devil's slowly lurking
I'm binge drinking stuck in the bottle
A hollow heart go full throttle
Depression is fuckin viral
but when i speak out it becomes a scratched vinyl



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